torn...
i feel somewhat torn between who i am, and who i think i should be...
in some ways, i don't know how to act or feel anymore... i am immature at heart, and want to continue leading a fun and carefree life. yet i'm not getting any younger. and i feel as though if i were to stay the way i am, it will hurt me as i continue on life...
am i forced to grow up - once again? i'm going to be making manager in a couple of months. i can't continue running around, spanking my colleague's asses, getting blind drunk with them, getting piggy backs from my staff, going to nudie bars, getting lap dances, laughing at other people's mishaps, jumping up and down in excitement...
or can i? hehehe...
in some ways, i don't know how to act or feel anymore... i am immature at heart, and want to continue leading a fun and carefree life. yet i'm not getting any younger. and i feel as though if i were to stay the way i am, it will hurt me as i continue on life...
am i forced to grow up - once again? i'm going to be making manager in a couple of months. i can't continue running around, spanking my colleague's asses, getting blind drunk with them, getting piggy backs from my staff, going to nudie bars, getting lap dances, laughing at other people's mishaps, jumping up and down in excitement...
or can i? hehehe...
posted by c`kREtZ at 9:16 pm
1 Comments:
i think being in your 20's is about developing as a person - and becoming what you wanna be, and not who you think you should be. u know?
if you're not happy to be the way you are right now, u will need to make an effort to change some ways, and by the time you're 30, you'll be perfect! so yea, i think its all about who you aspire to be.
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