marquee!

wow! marquee is definitely one of "the" spots to spot celebrities! last friday, i saw michael jordan there.. and he was taller than me even when he was sitting down and i was standing up! he was surrounded by all these beautiful girls, yet he just had this slight smirk and looked straight past them all - very cool... then last night, i saw bono from u2... apparently Colin Farrell was there too - but i didn't see him =( my colleagues were very excited coz they met an ex-football player (had no idea who it was - so I didn't bother going up.. hehe)

so - i actually met a film director last night... he was fun, witty, cute, and a great dancer... we were dancing together for a bit, when he pulled me close to slow dance... after several minutes, his publicist ran up and said to me "errr... i think you need to know that he's married"..

... huh?

I turned around and said to him "your publicist just told me that you're married?", to which he replied, "oh, he obviously likes you, which is why he told you that". So then I asked him again, "so, are you married?" - and he replies "yes, but we're just dancing".

Wow.

After that, I stopped dancing with him, and left. I mean, I feel sorry for his poor wife. If I were her, I would be incredibly upset. Karma - I would hate for something like that to come back at me...

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Update: Sunday, April 30th 11:PM

I think I'm addicted to marquee!! I went to Le Souk last night - and it just wasn't the same... so then I headed back to marquee at around 3am... I was told that Justin Timberlake was there - but I couldn't see him :( so sad...

Vieux Montreal...

Went to Montreal this weekend for easter with 3 other friends... it was a nice trip, away from the city... i managed to see quite a fair bit - but i missed out on the main attraction!! :( and to tell the truth - i'm a little annoyed about it...

2 of the guys had already been to montreal a fair number of times, so they weren't particularly interested in seeing La basilique Notre-Dame de Montréal... and they had a sound and light show as well... the other girl and i kinda indicated we really wanted to see it, but we ended up heading out to dinner instead - and by the time the show was scheduled to start, we were still midway through dinner, so we didn't say anything... *sigh* ... but it's not worth going to montreal again...

April 14th, 2006 - Montreal, Quebec, Day 1 Photos

April 15th, 2006 - Montreal, Quebec, Day 2 Photos

i hadn't realized how difficult it is to find a good travelling group to go on vacations with... i think i've taken my good vacation buddies for granted in the past.... so, now i'm thinking i may try to travel on my own ... errr... or i might just start trying by going on a chinatown led tour on my own :P hehehe...

torn...

i feel somewhat torn between who i am, and who i think i should be...

in some ways, i don't know how to act or feel anymore... i am immature at heart, and want to continue leading a fun and carefree life. yet i'm not getting any younger. and i feel as though if i were to stay the way i am, it will hurt me as i continue on life...

am i forced to grow up - once again? i'm going to be making manager in a couple of months. i can't continue running around, spanking my colleague's asses, getting blind drunk with them, getting piggy backs from my staff, going to nudie bars, getting lap dances, laughing at other people's mishaps, jumping up and down in excitement...

or can i? hehehe...

cherry blossom festival!!

I went to DC this weekend to go to the Japanese Street Festival and the Cherry Blossom Festival - which was beautiful... unfortunately, it was the tail-end of the festival, so most of the flowers had already withered away - so i took as many photos as i could of those that were still in bloom!! :P hehehe.. beautiful weather and beautiful flowers always make me happy...

now i'll just need to organize to see them in Japan!!

April 9th, 2006 - Washington DC photos

so - i actually went with jordan... honestly, nothing dodgy - we TOTALLY just went as friends... we slept on separate double beds - everything was good... and the whole trip in general was actually quite enjoyable... it was just so easy, relaxed, chilled out... i miss having friends like that...

okay - so one little itsy bitsy thing did happen... when i was just about to fall asleep, he came over and gave me a little kiss on my cheek, and i pretended i was still sleeping. that was it. and i haven't given it another thought. :)

little black cloud...

i feel like i am a bad person... i feel as though i have wronged many people lately... and i don't feel good about myself. i've never meant to hurt anyone. i just don't understand why everything seems to take a bad turn recently... why do i have such bad luck now? e.g.

- bad breakup with J, and him feeling pain because of me
- bad vacation with N, and friendship seems to have been lost now
- having a fling thing or whatever it was with tong tong
- another friend feeling betrayed because he and i got together
- going out with some guys, hoping we could just be friends although i knew they were hoping we could be more than that
- not handling situations properly so that ppl around me get hurt, leaving them unhappy
- rejecting J and causing even more pain for him
- dancing with guys, and not giving them my number later when they ask for it, leaving them feeling dejected...

why? why do i feel like i'm causing so much pain and anguish around me? why do i have such a dark, black cloud above me, striking everyone around me down with lightning? i'm tired... i really am.... when will i be myself again? this is not me. i've always been happy, positive, a motivator, someone that others can lean on.. when did i become like this???